changes

I've been starring at this blank page for 2 hours. no kidding. it feels like too many things come up in my mind but nothing I could write here. it got me confused.

well i can't hide the changes that appear in me since then, since people change, so do I. especially my perspective, way too different. being struggling student lately brought me into something I never learned before in my life. many things, I even couldn't explain. it just changed me, it turned me up into someone different.

now on, I just keep focus in my life. being thankful for everything I got, and enjoy every second I have. my priority goes to my family, future, and friends. and I hope, I could go through everything well and everything goes fine.

happy birthday dad!

selamat ulang tahun papaku sayaaaang. semoga panjang umur, cepat sembuh, bisa kumpul bareng kita lagi , bisa liburan ke bali. Tuhan Yesus memberkati papa selalu :)

i love you, pa

*nb : si papa lagi sakit kena dbd terus udah dirawat di rumah sakit. doain ya supaya cepet sembuh :D

what's teenage love?

post favorit di blog lama

let go thing

"To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up."

i got this from tumblr

ini salah satu postingan favorit gue kata-katanya ituloooh, duh bener-bener wise banget.

do fun - dufan!

baru ini sih liburan yang bikin capek tapi berkesan. hehe

high five for all of you

a-hoy everyone !!!!!!!!!! i'm so glad bisa ngeblog lagi hehehe di post kali ini mungkin agak panjang because i want to retell or sedikit flashback sama blog lama gue.

well , i know you'll asking "kenapa nes pindah blog?" seperti pada postingan sebelumnya gue pindah blog karena gue pengen punya suasana baru aja. gue gamau terlalu lama bernostalgia sama blog lama gue yg isinya sedih ga jelas. jadi gue bikin baru so, WELCOME TO MY NEW ONE! he~he

selain itu juga gue pindah blog sebenernya karena efek liburan. just for fun aja edit ini itu. ngotak ngatik ini itu. ngebersiin kamar, tamat2in game adek gue sama yaa bikin blog baru gini deh uhuk uhuk. seperti layaknya junior highschool-ers yg udah lulus terus kena liburan panjang tapi liburannya cuma dirumah mau bikin aktivitas apa-apa juga lama kelamaan bosen abis, feel like total unproductive and keep wasting time all day long. tua dirumah................... udah gitu kangen sama anak2 93, sama esther stella sischa vinny. sama #30 deh!!

I promise kalo blog ini lebih memberikan aura positif pada pembacanya. ehe ehe

so, watch me shine :)

vanessa

fire fire

em, halo. tes tes. baru migrasi dari account blogger yg dulu. nessarawr.blogspot.com hehe mau memulai eksperimen di blog baru biar lebih keliatan dewasa ga kampungan gitu. ahak ahak. BE RIGHT BACK FELLAS